by kdmac » Thu Oct 13, 2011 10:18 am
Yes, I am glad to put this all behind me. In hindsight I see how odd life can be; I expend all this energy being angry and frustrated when in reality the whole event is nothing in comparison to what others experience. I am retired and have all the time in the world. Some folks are jobless, homeless, experiencing the horrors of a wartorn society, trapped in these circumstances without hope and any number of issues that far surpass my little issue of an old women being mistreated by a mechanic outfit. How odd it is that we can't take ourselves out of our own experience and see the bigger picture. Only after you get "out of the moment" can you look at it differently.Then again, it would be very odd if we didn't deal with situations at the base level, the whole human experience simply is one-on-one. It boiled down to being mistreated, the Kracken doesn't like it when the Kracken is mistreated. Lot's of soul-searching.
I am rambling here with wierd thoughts. But the other day I had a thought regarding how we are in our core makeup, be it nurture or nature or a combination thereof we all have a core personality. I realize we can change some things but core traits won't change. It's akin to saying,"You are made of "topaz" why don't you try to be more like the people that are "sapphire" they don't care about injustice toward themselves or anyone else, you really should try to be more "sapphire."
Aint gonna happen, we are what we are,we may have polished up or cut some facets along the way but a topaz is a topaz is a topaz.