Waiting and Fretting

[Colliemom]

I probably feel a lot like Mitch of late, but my situation is entirely different from hers, so no comparison other than when you are faced with the unknown in terms of medical conditions, you do tend to fret, get worried, make mountains out of mole hlls etc. But I need to vent my anxiety on here a bit tonight.

Think I mentioned on a few Morning Coffee's awhile back that I was seeing an ophthalmologist earlier this month for laser treatments on my left eye. Last time I was there he said that there was still some scar tissue in the eye but didn't want to do any more laser for fear of damaging the eye permanently. After doing some more tests and taking some pictures of the eyes etc. there is apparently something else going on it there as well and I need to see a retina specialist on the 20th.

Needless to say, it's making me very anxious as I think up all kinds of scenarios regarding this and I don't really know the exact problem. But they did say they wanted somebody else involved in my eye care just to be safe and that since I only have one really good eye, don't want anything happening to that one. I'll know more detail on the 20th. in the meantime I am thinking about things needing done around here, should their be surgery involved. Winter is coming, leaves are going to be coming down, drive is going to need to be cleared once that white stuff starts falling, etc, etc. May turn out that nothing will be done but monitor, but I can't help but wonder about all this other stuff. Those of you who have had eye surgery for cateracts etc., know that there is a period of time that you can't do much as far as heavy work, lifting, etc and for some certain types of eye surgery, that healing process can takes months. So I'm keeping myself busy around here to keep my mind off of worse case scenerios.

Friend of mine downstate said she would help if I needed it later on, but in same breath said they are heading to NY first week of October My cousin is going to doctors with me as my medical advocate and also another pair of ears, but she too has other commitments in October and a wedding in FL in November. But I guess it will all work out. Got to get across the bridge first and see what's on the other side, right?

Okay, enough fretting for tonight. Thanks for listening.

[mitch5252]

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Wow, Sue...that is scary.
I'm glad you and your doc are on top of it.
I can't imagine what it can be.

I know I should say, "Don't worry - everything will be fine."
I also know it won't do any good - you'll worry anyway.
Doesn't the waiting just suck?

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[grammynmaggie]

Prayers for you Sue...

[Ladyhawk]

Yeah, the waiting is torturous. Hope it is less than you're thinking. And I totally understand not just worrying about "what it might be" but something that will keep you limited in activity for awhile.

[rvgrammy1953]

Well, the 3 of us sure don't do anything in a small way, do we.... The waiting and the unknown is the worst....Wish I could come and help you out, Sue...but still am under restrictions...but will be here when ever you need to vent or express your fears....I know how that is and bet Mitch will chime in again, too with the same thoughts....sending healing thoughts and prayers....((((HUGS))))

[Yakn1]

Wow Sue!

Would to say don't worry, but we all know how that goes... Best wishes that this all turns out with a simple fix.

[cpatinjones]

Praying it will all be okay.

[Colliemom]

Yep, Mitch and Lori, the waiting does suck!

[avalen]

prayers for you Sue, the wait does suck doesn't it

[Bethers]

Ouch, sorry about the wait time which makes the mind think every which thing that could go wrong. Hoping it all is for naught and that the doctor can give you good news. And we'll all be here to listen anytime.

[VickieP]

Sue, I removed your double post.

I sure wish you ladies would quit having these health problems & go have some fun instead! Make us worry what you're up to or where you'll show up next. I want y'all to be up at night thinking about what you'll get into the next day instead of these things. I know it isn't easy waiting, but staying busy & making plans for the future is a good way to pass the time.

[Redwahine]

Yep, the waiting sucks. Praying it is minor and healing fast!

[Carolinagal]

Oh, Sue, I'm so sorry to hear this, you must have just found out. Worrying and fretting doesn't make time and answers come sooner, but keeping busy gets a lot taken care of and maybe some of it will push the worry and fretting to the back of your mind for a spell. I will certainly have you in my prayers each day. Take care and keep us all posted ok ?

CArol

[SoCalGalcas]

All Right, Mitch asked how I fell a few days ago. I wasn't going to say, because it was such a stupid accident. Now, with both Sue and Mitch awaiting medical procedures, fretting and awaiting, I'll tell you my stupid story and you can all talk about what a dumb thing I did.
I have a very nice short, two step ladder/step stool. Being "height challenged" I use it all the time. It is very safe and secure.
Well, last week I only needed about two more inches to reach up to something. I just couldn't quit get to it. So, being ingenious
I put a stool on top of the ladder. Well, long story short, the stool slipped and down I went. No broken bones (they are as thick as my head) but very sore soft tissue damage. Big purple bruise on buttocks, big scratch and bruise on back, both shins skinned, the thumb is still sore and the eye is beginning to look normal again.
My SIL said he is going to put me into a nursing home if I don't start acting my age!!!
I've been in the same situation with waiting for docs to report findings and waiting and waiting. I really like Nancy Snyderman, a TV doc. She has said she always keeps in touch with her ill/sick patients and gives them her personal phone number so they may reach her anytime of the day or night.
So, you two, stop thinking bad thoughts and go on to some good ones. What great trips are in your future? Imagine driving to the ocean and listening to the waves crash on the rocks.
Love you both, lyn

[VickieP]

Ouch, Lyn! Hopefully nothing serious is found.

I read your last sentence & thought it said imagine driving into the ocean.