by Colliemom » Sun Jul 21, 2013 7:57 pm
Judy, I know just what you are going through. I put my Tessa down last month due to kidney disease. Fortunately I have two dogs, down to one now, so that helped me, but the loss is still there. I still shed a tear now and then.
You are going to feel lonely for awhile. Not coming home and having that furry ball of fluff meeting you at the door, knowing something is in the house with you, going through your daily routines etc. It's hard. But it will ease in time. Not that you will want to, but if you love to have a dog around, think of getting another one to replace Jazz. Won't be the same, but would give both of you a new start on life again.
I know you are dreading that "day" coming, but one word of warning, having gone through it. Watch Jazz, he's at a point where he won't eat you said and is starting to throw up what he does eat. Smell his breath and if it smells really bad, that's a sign that the kidneys are failing and he is going to wind up getting the toxins and what not that the kidneys usually filer into his blood and everything else. This is something you don't want to have him suffer through. My vet told me it's not pretty and they suffer way too much. So hold Jazz near and do the best thing you can do for him, send him across Rainbow Bridge before he suffers too far. It's the hardest but most loved thing we can do for our furry friends.
Sue and the Furry Crew