Gosh, you sure have been thru the mill, Tina.
Don't worry about posting very often or very much - just take good care of yourself & rest, rest, rest. Hopefully you can find something that you can nibble on so you don't have to get that feeding tube back in.
Know that we are all thinking & praying for you, Pollyanna.
(a co-worker called me that once so I know what you mean)
Sending hugs & love your way,
Catherine